penat aku merajuk :P

huhuhu...................
sia sia ja nangis nangis....
bukan juga kna peduli..
kna lecture lecture adalaaa :P
huhu
tapi ni orang yg melecture ni aku sayang juga sama dia..
jadi..
terima ja la..ahahaha

haizzz...
pedasss suda tau ni mata sy..
tapiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
i dont feel like sleeping.......

hmmm...
wat shud i write tonite ek...
ermmmmmmmmm

YAA!
i rememberrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr....
i think macam lama suda ni i ddnt read story bookkkkksss :P
ya ooooooooooo
LAMA SUDAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

haizzz..
buku teks STPM pun enda terhabis baca ada hati plak mau bca story book A.K.A novels.
hahahhahahahaha

haiizzzz
wat shud i do nowwwww....
STPM...
exammm...
study..studyyy..
but i feel sooo lazy !
ecen bru buka bukumau baca kijap,suda mulut pun turut terbuka akibat mnguap.ahahahaha
so how la dis???

:(

wuaaa :(

i want him so badly....................
i really dont like my situation right nowww.........
i just need him, and i dont want him to question me anything.......
Just need him...:( :(

baby IMISSYOU.

ARGGGHHHH!!!!

ARGHHHH!!!!
I HATE THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!
uhuhuhuhuhu

whyyyyy???
whyyyyy????
why???!!!

I dont want it to be this way.

WOW! :)

OMG! :)

No words can express my feelings now.hhehee

feel like jumping up to skieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee =)

me myself also cant believe i just did datttt!

"Mom,i have A boyfriend."

ahahahahah

cant believe those words came out from my mouth.!

yah,i just did it.ngehehehehe

and well like other moms, they will like giving lot lot lots of advices LOL :D

hihihi

but im so grateful my mum can accept it.

well maybe she realized that im capable of taking care of myself even there's still a bit of doubt

but dun worry mum,ur lil' gurl will take care of herself and she promised not to let you down by not doing the wrong things.

all she needs is ur faith in her.;)

HeLLO everyone! ;)

Hey!:)

its been awhile since the last time i painted my thoughts here hehehe:p

sooo...

Lots of things happen recently...

sooo...

i just pick randomLy..

lets start wifff a shocked news about the King of Pop,Michael Jackson..

yeah,its really a shocking news..

when my MUET teacher told us about his dead news,we're all like so blurr n shocked...

-MICHAEL JACKSON-

yeaahhh...

There's happy moments happened to me..

well.....

it all started somewhere around my birthday..:D

still remember someone which is my senpai, he's now became someone
that is so important to me..someone that i love,someone that i really care,and someone i dont want to lose..;)

so here it goessss..

first i also cant belive that its happening to me..

because the age gap between me n him is so large.

its around 8 years diff.ahah big num huh?

But now im believing that AGE is just a NUMBER! :)

and being wif him is the most beatiful thing that ever happen to me.

hopefully me n him will lasts forever..;)

SLR camera

camera..
yeaahh..
i like camera..
well u noe wat..
i realy like to take pics.
hihiih

hmm..
at the moment..
i only owned a digital camera..
well..
its not bad lahh..
but i really adore SLR cameras..
i wish i can have my own SLR camera..huhu

aLooohaaa~

hey everyOne!
its been awhiLe..hihi
well...
lots of things happen.thats y.
hihihi
ermm..

How to start arrr..
lemme think..
hihihi

okie..
here's some pics,taken juz now,at my fren's farewell party
hihi

huhu..nurul is leaving sOonn..

here's us acting stupid but we're cute aren't we?hhihi

this is my crazy buddy..soon norzie is leaving us tOoo..

this are my gaLs.hihi

Buat Aku terseyum(:

Datanglah sayang dan biarkan ku berbaring
Di pelukanmu walaupun tuk sejenak
Usaplah dahiku dan kan kukatakan semua

Bila kulelah tetaplah disini
Jangan tinggalkan aku sendiri
Bila kumarah biarkanku bersandar
Jangan kau pergi untuk menghindar

Rasakan resahku dan buat aku tersenyum
Dengan canda tawamu walaupun tuk sekejap
Karna hanya engkaulah yang sanggupkatakan aku

Karna engkaulah satu-satunya untukku
Dan pastikan kita selalu bersama
Karna dirimulah yang sanggup mengerti aku
Dalam susah ataupun senang
Dapatkah engkau s'lalu menjagaku
Dan mampukah engkau mempertahankanku

Bila kulelah tetaplah disini
Jangan tinggalkan aku sendiri
Bila kumarah biarkanku bersandar
Jangan kau pergi untuk menghindar

He's so tiny..

UntrustabLe.

Argghh!
Dammit!
Shyteezzz!
aarrgghhh!

haiiihhh...
come on la..
u shouldnt've done dis.

haihh..

Baby Raihan..

Ahmad Raihan Mustaqim.

AHMAD RAIHAN MUSTAQIM.

Itulah nama anak buah pertamaku..
ALHAMDULILLAH.Aku bersyukur ke hadrat Ilahi..
Kakak sulungku,berjaya melahirkan cahaya mata pertamanya dengan selamat..

Indah sekali..
Apabila dapat melihat anak kecil itu di pangkuan kakakku..

Akhirnya penantian ku sejak tengah malam tadi berbaloi apabila melihat senyuman seorang ibu yang terpancar di wajah kakak..

Hmmm...

Alhamdulillah..

still waiting..

Im still here..
waiting..
waiting..
come on sis,you can do it..!
jiayou2!;)

Wahh!

Wow,"Becoming Jane" movie was so beautiful!
I was just finished watching the movie that time,,,
And,after that,I went to ironing my dad's shirt..
So..
I switched on the laptop..
Wishing to continue on my writings..
Suddenly..
My dad called me..

I was wondering why..
I peeked at the clock,its past midnight already..
then,while i was on my way to picked up my phone,I heard someone is knocking on my door.

I sprang to my door.
I saw my dad in the mouth of my room's door.

"I was calling you just now,but you didnt hear me.faster,get ready,we're going to hospital now.You're sister are ready."

I was astonished in a while.
Huh? OMG! My sister is going to give a birth!

waaaa..
hihi.

without wasting any more time,I grabbed my cellphone and sweater then i make my way to downstairs.

Oh God,its really the time now.I whispered when i saw lots of water on the floor.
I know its the Amniotic fluid that came out from my sis..
huhu..

I saw my sister.
She was panic.
I know..
I can feel it.

My dad sent me and my sister to the hspital..
The nurse say,She's fine..
Now,the only thing we can do is wait.
When the time has come,she'll deliver the baby..

And now..
Im still at the hospital..
waiting for my sis wif my bro..
I hope everything will be fine..
INSYAALLAH..

Arrgghhh!:-(

wUaaaaa!!
I hate my situation now!
I dont have anyone to share my problems..
No one to talk to..
huhu
I just felt so lonely..
Ive tried to contact with my bff,but she ddnt response..
I noe,she had problems too..
and maybe some of it,caused by me.
Im sorry for that.i apologize for my behavior..
i noe, i shouldnt wrote that way..and,he must've misunderstood about my words..
i noe..
its my mistake.
forgive me..

My ex,he's trying to get me back..
Its ridiculous!
while he texting me,begging me to get back with him,then came a msg from him,"Hye sweety,what r u doing now?"
Arghhh!
Its just so hilarious!
stupid boy!
he must have sent me wrong msg!argghh!
stupiakkk

huhuhuhu..

what a messed...

i went to my neighbour's hse..
tryin' to settle dis messed,but she did something that really screwed me up!
aduiii...


But,thank gOd,It settled now.
The conclusion is,i sacrifice myself,let the guy hate me sa much as he could.
-The End-

Ok,now,what else i wanna write huh...
hmmm...
well,my spm result is coming out next month.
i guess la.haha
But,the most important thing is,Im so scaredddddd..!
Im afraid i'll get a really not good result..haha
but,i cross my finger let the God do His work..hihi


huhuhu...
oyea,my beloved cousin,He passed all the 4th stages during AF audition..
i hope they will accept him..
eventhough,his age may be the obstacle,but i still believe that There's Miracle..hihi

Its been awhile.

Hye everyOne...

i think its been awhile since the last time i wrote something here,right..?

well...

I've been kinda busy these lately...

and...

i dont have anything in my mind,which i can write here though..

so..

ermmm...

okay,the topic here is....

RELATIONSHIP

[again??;D]

hihi..

well..im still teenagers maaa..ehhh...

before i start to write about relationship..

i wanna show my arts..hihi

MyArt.:)

HaLoO..

Im bored...Im alone..Im lonely.haha

As resuLts, these produced from my boredness.haha

Well...this pic down here, me wit a guy named dato, I used some bLur tOol to do d effetcs..hehe

Okie...and dis onee....SECRET.haha..dun want to tell ya..hihi.its taken at d high way kimanis-papar. I was bored bha..so,i took out my baby,and snaps some pics.hihi

Owkeyyy..now dis pic below...well..i used blur tOol...and secret weapon again.haha

i called it secret weapon bCoz i really love d tOol n ive been searching too long on how to use d tool.finally,my beloved senpai A.K.A brother angkat[maybe.hihi] taught me lo..hihi

tHanx bro!;)

hihi...sO,thats all for now..

And F.Y.I,Im really2 bored.DAMNED BORED!

holiday doesnt sounds so well for me.

id rather do something like study or watever..haha

coz...sitting at home really drives me crazy!

Am i a CindereLLa?

Huhu...
Im doing the laundry...
cooking....
dishes...
huhu
EVERYTHING!

B.O.S.A.N

Wuaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!
Kebosanan yang melanda boleh membunuhkuuuuuu!

What Is This?

HaLoO..
hmmm...
Have you ever feel like there's someone that cares about you so much...?
Seeing him/her everywhere you go..
wishing that you will accidentally meet him/her anywhere you been..
Hoping that he/her will text you before you open your eyes to stop seeing the darkness?

Well..
Maybe, This is what we call "LOVE".

But,saying the word,does it really A love?
Does it matter anyway?

I always confused with myself..
I could not make sure of my own feelings.
And i dont believe at my own thoughts tOo..
Perhaps,you could help me,would you?
hmm..
What should I do now?
maybe, I could just it unfold itself.
But,waiting for it to unfold itself,it might takes a long period of time!
And by the time, I might lose my strength to to live the life!
hmm.......
friends?well..I had a several of friends..they care of me so much.maybe.hopefuly.;)
But i just cant put too much tense on them..right...I cant be selfish..
well,maybe,I just need to stay strong,positive and cheer up on my own.hihi..
hmm..
i think i wrote too much until i dunnoe what else to write now..
so..
to be continue..!xD